

The Stem Between Lotus and Mud
A Journey into the Final Months of a Philosopher’s Life
Documentary Film, Directed by Shwetal A. Patel
The Stem Between Lotus and Mud is an intimate documentary that follows the final months of a philosopher’s life — a journey marked by profound reflection, gentle humor, and the quiet dignity of letting go. Set between the chaos of illness and the serenity of acceptance, the film captures the rare beauty of a mind facing its end with unwavering lucidity.
Currently in post-production, the documentary is being crafted with deep care and attention to detail. We are now seeking support and partnerships to complete this final leg of the journey and bring the film to audiences around the world.
The Stem Between Lotus and Mud
A Journey into the Final Months of a Philosopher’s Life
Documentary Film, Directed by Shwetal A. Patel
"What fascinated me was not the inevitability of death, but the clarity with which he embraced it — a clarity that illuminated life itself." — Shwetal A. Patel, Director
"We began filming to explore the rich, reflective life of Sudhir Kakar — it became a final glimpse into his world. This film is our tribute to his profound insights into the human self."
— Kiran Kesav, Producer
Documentary Trailer (Work in progress)
Synopsis
This documentary film is a poignant and intimate portrait of Sudhir, a remarkable intellectual and human being, in the final months of his life. Through a series of conversations, everyday moments, and archival materials, the film offers a profound exploration of Sudhir's life, legacy, and the impact he had on those around him. Sudhir is a man of grace, wit, and quiet strength. His lessons—on empathy, dignity, and the beauty of simplicity—emerge organically, offering a window into a life lived with purpose and poise. The film transcends traditional biography, becoming a meditative exploration of memory, time, and the enduring power of human connection.
Director's Statement
In late December 2023, a chance encounter in Panjim set into motion a journey that would forever change my life. I had known of Sudhir in passing—his work had always resonated deeply with me, and our paths had crossed a few times over theyears. But it wasn’t until I visited him and Katha at their home in Benaulim, Goa, that I truly began to understand the depth of the man behind the intellect. Sudhir, though frail from illness, still carried a sharpness in his eyes that revealed a mind that never rested. What began as a simple social visit soon transformed into something much more profound when I asked him, almost on a whim, if he would be willing to do an interview. To my surprise, he agreed without hesitation. In that moment, a pact was formed—one that would lead me to create a film documenting the final months of Sudhir’s life and legacy. As we captured Sudhir’s life, we saw not just an intellectual giant, but a man of immense grace, humor, and humanity. Through conversations, enactments, and everyday moments, Sudhir imparted invaluable lessons on empathy, dignity, and the simplicity of life. The footage we collected became more than just a documentary—it became a reflection of the man who lived with incredible dignity until his final days. In my role as a trustee at the Kakar Centre for Psychoanalysis & Culture (KCPC), I also have access to a wealth of archival materials related to Sudhir’s work. This allows me to incorporate these resources into the film, bringing even more depth to the narrative and offering a richer context for Sudhir's intellectual contributions. I can apply for licenses for the use of this archival content, further enriching the story I am telling. Now, with more than 40 hours of footage, I find myself tasked with distilling these memories into a film that does justice to Sudhir’s extraordinary life. "The Stem Between Lotus And Mud" is not just a documentary—it’s a meditation on memory,time, and the quiet power of human creativity. It’s a journey of discovery, not only of a remarkable man, but also of what it means to live with integrity, compassion, and calmness in a world that often demands otherwise. In Sudhir’s honor, I’ve become deeply involved in preserving his intellectual legacy, and this film is my way of contributing to that. It’s a tribute to his life and the profound impact he had on me and on so many others. Through this film, I hope to offer a glimpse into his world and, in doing so, explore the powerful ways one individual can change the course of another’s life.
About Sudhir Kakar
Sudhir Kakar (1938–2024) was a pioneering Indian psychoanalyst, writer, and cultural scholar whose work bridged Eastern and Western thought. Born in Nainital, India, he trained in psychoanalysis at the Sigmund Freud Institute in Frankfurt and later established a practice in New Delhi. Kakar authored over 30 books, including The Inner World and The Colors of Violence, exploring themes of identity, religion, and the unconscious mind. His contributions earned him international acclaim, with honors such as Germany’s Order of Merit and the Goethe Medal. Known as the “psychoanalyst of civilizations,” Kakar’s work continues to influence the study of culture and the psyche.
Articles on His Life and Legacy
Click on the headings below to read full articles about Sudhir Kakar and his contributions.
Key People Behind the Project
Shwetal A. Patel
Director
Shwetal A. Patel works at the intersection of visual art, cultural development, and interdisciplinary research. As a founding member of the Kochi-Muziris Biennale, one of South Asia’s foremost contemporary art events, he has played a central role in its development. Since 2015, he has served as a consultant to the Kochi Biennale Foundation, specializing in international partnerships and programme development. In 2020, Patel earned a practice-based PhD from the Winchester School of Art (University of Southampton) with a thesis titled Biennale Practices: Making & Sustaining Visual Art Platforms, bridging academic inquiry with curatorial practice. He lectures at institutions such as Zürich University of the Arts, the Royal College of Art, and the University of Exeter, sharing insights on contemporary art and curatorial methodologies. Beyond academia and curation, Patel serves on the editorial board of OnCurating.org and is a trustee for the Milton Keynes Museum, the Kakar Centre for Psychoanalysis & Culture, and the Coventry Biennial. He divides his time between the UK, Belgium, and India.
Kiran Kesav
Producer
Kiran Kesav is an independent filmmaker and producer based in Kerala, India, with over 14 years of experience in documentary and art-based storytelling. He leads Whistleman Films, a production house focused on emotionally resonant and visually compelling narratives. Kiran has worked with leading institutions including the India Pavilion at the 58th Venice Biennale, Kochi Biennale Foundation, UNDP, Kiran Nadar Museum of Art, and National Gallery of Modern Art. With a background in Mass Communication, Journalism, and Literature, Kiran brings a research-driven and intuitive approach to filmmaking. His storytelling often focuses on memory, resilience, and overlooked voices. In addition to directing and producing, he has taken on key roles such as Post-Production Supervisor for the National Award-winning film Bhayanakam and has served as a project designer and consultant on a range of creative and institutional projects. Passionate about collaboration, Kiran continues to explore new ways to support emerging narratives from South Asia and beyond.
Sanju Surendran (FTII Alumni)
Creative Director
Sanju Surendran is a National Award-winning filmmaker and a graduate of the Film and Television Institute of India (FTII), Pune, where he trained under the legendary Mani Kaul. Deeply rooted in India’s artistic and cultural traditions, Sanju’s work reflects a strong auteur voice and a keen sensitivity to form and aesthetics. His documentary Kapila, which explores the ancient Sanskrit theatre tradition of Kutiyattam, received the National Film Award for Best Arts/Cultural Film in 2015, earning widespread acclaim for its poetic treatment and cultural depth. Sanju's debut feature film, Aedan – Garden of Desire, further established his place in contemporary Indian cinema. The film won the Rajathachakoram Award for Best Debut Director and the FIPRESCI Award for Best Malayalam Film, and was praised for its layered storytelling and philosophical inquiry. His filmmaking practice is deeply influenced by visual art, literature, and Indian performance traditions, and he continues to explore stories that bridge the mythical, the personal, and the political with subtlety and craft.
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“It is better to grope in the dark and wade through a million errors to reach the Truth than to entrust oneself to someone who knows not that he knows not. Has a man ever learnt swimming by tying a stone to his neck? So let me go my own way even if it is the wrong one.”
― Sudhir Kakar, The Seeker: A Novel